Slowing The Goodbye

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Slowing The Goodbye

The clock keeps ticking
The days keep going
How will we say goodbye?
Can it be slow?
Can it be meaningful, intentional?
Or will it be fast?
Will it be stressful and abrupt?
How do you say goodbye to a place?
To a time in your life of struggle and growth?
Where each year has been different?
It seems impossible to process it all.
Can I slow the goodbye?
Here I can.
I can remember.
I can say thanks.
I can wonder.
And I can embrace the past
With all its nostalgia
And look toward an uncertain future
With all its promise and charm.
Here I slow the goodbye.
I take time to remember friends gone,
Moments of triumph, moments of pain,
Stress and joy, adventure and struggle.
How could three years pass so quickly
Yet hold so many poignant memories?
My calendar says there's no time to reflect.
But here I slow the goodbye.

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